I've been trying to stop weighing and stop counting calories...instead I've just been trying to find a place where I'm comfortable with my body and I'm being more conscious of what I eat.
Well, apparently that doesn't work out so well. I was down to 155. Today? Almost 163.
This is not acceptable for me. It's upsetting. I realize it's only about 7-8lbs, but that's SEVEN OR EIGHT POUNDS. I can feel it. my waist is pudgier, I don't feel tight or tone. I just...un-like.
So I suppose I'm going to have to go back to counting calories. And doing two a days, if I can manage them. I'm sure the stress of the end of the school year isn't helping, but really? There's ONE MONTH before camp starts. ONE MONTH before I start my summer in a bathing suit. I've worked so hard for this...I can't blow it now. This month will be rough, but I'm sure I can do it. Please support me guys. This last month is critical and and I really feel like I'm slipping into bad habits again...
I know how you feel...I've been there. Be strong! And you know that I am here for you - email, text, call - whatever you need to make it through the final push before camp!
ReplyDeleteWhen did you weigh? A week apart or what?
Get back to counting calories and work out when you can. If you can't do two a days, don't beat yourself up about it. Don't stress though - it really just makes it harder on your body. Stay focused. Remember this is a life change, not a snap of the finger thing.
I love you! You have come so far - so keep up your hard work - you are beautiful. Keep your chin up and you know you are going to be a hottie at camp! :) We can go shopping for bathing suits in Greenville if you want...we can make some plans!