Training for camp starts on Friday.
Back to the diet then, I guess. For breakfast I'm going to start having an apple and almonds.
Mom told me that I should really put my nose to the grindstone this week, because since I went from being "so active at school" and what I do now at home in these two weeks I've been off, "camp activity level is gonna kill you."
...excuse me?
I've lost somewhere between 30-40 pounds. I've run/swam/walked/ellipticalled/biked countless miles and lifted who knows how many weights. I've gotten my life on a good track to turn it into a healthy lifestyle...and that's what you tell me when I get home?
Horse shit.
//sigh//
I don't ever think I'll go back to what I was cuz I'm too afraid of being fat. Again. Even now I still can't see myself as "skinny". Sad, isn't it?
I totally hear what you're saying...I am scared of being fat again too and still sometimes don't see myself as skinny. Crazy, huh?
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Thanks, dear! Friday's the big day! :D
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