How is it that even after losing so much weight I still feel so large and ugly 95% of the time? Ugh. Maybe this is more a mental thing than I thought.
Matt's kinda been a blessing in disguise though. He always tells me I'm beautiful and that he still thinks I've got a rocking body, no matter what I think. And while I don't exactly agree with him, it's always nice to have a support system of good friends and loved ones that don't care what you look like.
Gym in the morning and meeting with Evan at 11. Then cardio again tomorrow night. I've got one week to really do well before I go home and 1) have no gym and 2) have thanksgiving food. blugh.
There is a lot of mental to it. Some days I feel fat or large myself. On Friday, I thought I looked fat in what I was wearing even though I knew that was a ridiculous thought... You are looking good girl - keep it up!
ReplyDeleteI dont care what you look like but I will let ya know if you get outta control. You have done well for yourself and should have no problem attracting guys or making other girls jealous if you just believe in yourself. if you have a day when you dont feel so hot then there a couple things you can do.
ReplyDeleteStand up straight and put your shoulders back. You will be surprised how much better it makes a person look. :-) It may not make you feel the best but it will get you on the right foot.
haha, Dauge I honestly tried to "like" this comment like I would on facebook. It's so true! I'm glad I have friends to keep me from losing control and going off the deep end. But likewise, it's true about the pulling your shoulders back. I always grew up with my mom saying "pull your shoulders back, you'll lose 5lbs."
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