I'm trying very hard to get back into the routine. I'm meeting with a trainer on most Tuesday and Thursdays getting set on a regular track. Right now it's more training me on the machines and then he's going to set me up with a program every week.

To be honest, the hardest thing for me is the eating. I just plain old eat too much. Or rather, I eat the wrong stuff. For example -- I hope when you all know just how bad peanut butter is for you. Atrocious.

So I'm going to put myself back on the "diet" I did during lent a few years ago. I'm only going to eat what grows. And that I mean by that is I'm going to eat more raw, healthy foods that I will burn quicker. Cheese doesn't grow, neither does peanut butter or jelly. If I want sweet, I'll have honey. If I want protein, I'll eat AN egg. If I have chicken, it will be pan seared or baked in the oven with just enough oil in the pan so it doesn't stick or burn. No more butter, no more chocolate, no more any of that.

Drinks, I'll have just water and milk.

This is going to suck, but I'm tired of being fat. My hips don't lie and I'm looking like my genetics.